Break me

I hate the way you break me

You involve me then forsake me

You throw me and then take me

You don't know how much it aches me

You hurt me and you smile

I scream as you laugh

Ice cold freezing eyes

They talk on your behalf

Once friendship turned nightmare

Pain-laced indefinite care

Repeated offences birth despair

Broken trust, cries out "unfair!"

I was there when no one was

Oh loneliness silently weep

I reach out you're not there

Oh I long for eternal sleep

You care when you need me

Selfishness is all you feed me

Captured, you never freed me

Situation-wise you bleed me

How can you be so indifferent

To a gentle caring soul

I'm afire with unconditional devotion

Yet greeted by a burning coal.

Dear friend

I miss the way your smile used to come from your heart

I'm standing shivering; terrified, watching you slowly fall apart

Your memories unwinding your pain doesn’t stop

You think I don't hear your lonely tear drops

But there in the shadows I stand and I wait

Praying for you, waiting, contemplating your fate

I love you so much, its torture to see

That you're slowly fading, by living misery

Please hold on, and whatever you do

Never give up; I swear I'm here for you

I wish that I could bear the hurt instead

To silence the thoughts screaming through your head

But all I can do, is hug away the fear

Watching over you, I'll always be near

To console you that you're not alone

Holding your hand, even when everyone's gone

I know it hurts I can see it in your eyes

I can see through the smiles, the laughs, the lies

I know you can't help feeling like this inside

I just hope that it helps that I'm by your side

I'm that shoulder you can cry on

My words will urge you to stay strong

I swear to eternal loving loyalty

A helping hand when you're in need of me

Please don't let the sadness consume your soul

I need you please, the friend I've always asked for…

I love you so much, so very much

I'll always be here, close enough to touch

in doubt

Many years have past

Many glorious sunsets over sparkling seas

And we’ve faced so much together,

People’s criticism

People’s scorn

People believing

Our love won’t work

We cut off their laughs

We sealed shut their mouths

We walked between them hand in hand

Cutting our way between their sea of doubt,

Reaching the shore laughing and safe.

Facing and accepting the fact that

We may drift away once or twice.

But totally believing

That without second thought

We’ll come back together,

Stronger than ever.

 

I see my reflection in your eyes

And I marvel at the happiness

Bursting out of me.

I feel like I am

A shooting star

Soaring across a rainbow

On a snowy night

Your smile shines across my fears

And lights up the dark sky of my worries

And I know I can always turn to you

When I’m in need of that shoulder to cry on.

 

I scream out loud

As someone stabs

Me in my back

Yet once again

Your soothing touch

Silences my screams and

Eases my pain

You bend down and help me

Pick up the pieces of my shattered dignity

And aid me in restoring

My self-esteem

No one else but you

 Can make me feel

Worthy of the air I breathe

And I just wanted to

Confess to you

I breathe for you

Every day

Saving sunshine

When the sun drowns into darkness

When the songs turn into screams

When by sadness I'm surrounded

When nightmares replace my dreams

When fear threatens my faith

And humiliation follows where I go

When it seems like I have no place

When the rose is killed by snow

When my heart starts to surrender

To the hurt of a lonely night

When my resolve starts to escape

When I'm not strong enough to fight

I just think of your smile

And a warm breeze flows through the cold

My soul regains its joy

As our memories closely I hold

How can there be sadness

When I can hear your resonating laugh

My heart lovingly beats

All on your behalf

Come closer my love

So my worries can melt away

I know you're here to love me

With me you'll always stay

I've never felt so grateful

I appreciate you more than anything

Because I have you with me

I'm ready for what life can bring

What I'm trying to say

Is that I really do love you so

And you'll never be forgotten

No matter where I go

I beg you to know your worth

How dear you are to me

You’re my saving sunshine

And in my heart you'll always be