Melt

I watch you melt into my skin,

Like a snowflake thawed by the gutter’s wind.

You dissolve into me,

Diffusing into every aspect of my soul,

Ruining my blood’s purity.

Slowly your essence overtakes mine,

Colonizing my thoughts, my heart, my smile.

 

You ruin me.

 

I simmer in little waves of bitterness,

My tears do little to save myself,

I become a destructed mess of helplessness.

 

Where am I?

 

Untwine from me.

Untwist from me.

Let me see who I used to be.

Stop consuming me

Stop overpowering me

You’ve sodomized my gentle heart in sin.

I’m trying in vain

To regain myself,

Oh freezing rain

Please awake my strength.

 

Who am I? 

 

I’m petrified of being yours

Eternally connected at our very core.

Your nails have dug into my mind

They will not let go without a fight.

But I was the one to let you in,

My apathy the warmest welcoming,

I have no one but myself to blame.

You now possess every part of me...

I have no me, no face, no name.